Saturday, December 01, 2012

The Wandering Mind


The mind works in a funny way.
It can never accept what comes easy-
It always looks for a journey
And keeps its gears greasy.

Wandering from place to place,
The mind is like a vagabond-
It travels unattached and free-
Never can stay for too long.

T'is never satisfied with a simple answer.
It looks for a story, with twists and turns-
A simple answer is hard to take,
It always hopes for more and refuses to learn!

The fuel of the mind is Hope,
That is what gives it life.
Hope defines it, and Hope drives it-
While slowly thrusting in the knife. 

The mind is like a flowing river-
Past all obstacles.
It makes its path the way it wants
Ignoring all cautions.
It chokes like a canyon, cuts deep inside,
And it gathers, creating a lake-
But at the end, it never stays
Goes forward like a snake.

It hisses as it passes,
It leaves marks of joy & pain-
The mind never stops to take lessons
From what it has lost or gained.
The mind only hopes for a fresh start,
Everytime it moves on-
Shattering all logic and memories,
It hopes for a new dawn.

When life ends, the mind makes a stage
Where all the actors come on-
The end is all set for a flashback
To get applause and then again move on. 

The mind works in a funny way...

Thursday, August 09, 2012

Have I gone too Far...


As I stare out of the branded glass panels
From the cozy confines of my plush office
On the third floor of the city’s most luxurious address
On this beautiful sunny afternoon
I see a different world.

Young lovers lost in their own world,
Holding hands, laughing and whispering sweet nothings
Little kids, dragging their parents or being dragged by them
Crying or laughing, animated in their expressions
I see groups of young giggling girls
Carrying loads of shopping bags
Which I am sure would be heavier than their slender frames
Old wrinkled faces, walking with a stick
Yet wearing their best smiles
And I search myself in them.

I don’t belong to any of them
I am here, secured in the life I built for myself
Busy and rich, 'Successful' could be the adjective.

Was it all worth it, I ask myself
The parents I didn’t have the time to care for
The friends I never appreciated
The wife I lost to someone else
The child I never saw growing up
The hours I spent working on Christmas nights
Amongst deserted cubicles
The years of easy fun I spent in meetings and demos
I wonder, did I pay a price too high
To win this mindless race.

Have i gone too far to deserve a second chance
To see a new sunrise, even as I near sunset
To shatter these branded panels and breathe afresh
To pick up the precious moments I lost on my way.

- Rohini Karmakar, CSP Testing, Cognizant